Venting.

I don't know how to feel about everything. I am so afraid of the way things are going to turn out in a year. Where will I be? Who will I be with? Who's going to be by my side? I am sitting in my dorm with my roommates and I really like them, honestly I do not know how college would be without them.

I stopped writing this and it is now Monday the 30th and I am sitting in Philosophy and I do not know what to do. My professor is a bit boring but says a few interesting things.

"Minds experience emotion, sensation and will."

Thats literally what he just said. I'm struggling with things about myself. I do not know what I want. I've been letting myself down a bit too much. I honestly can't wait for the summer, I'm going to get a job and work with my mother. I want to get away from everything I guess. It's hard to have the pressure to be perfect but I want to be perfect, to myself of course. But I guess we are our own worst enemy.

Me.

Mishella.

My name is Michelle. This is what my face looks like. I am not the most prettiest. I have a little confidence but these are a few of my different styles, even though they are all very similar.

Nails? Love them!

Decided that I would upload some of the nail designs I have done. These are a few of my favorites.(Excuse my face!)

Top row: Cheetah Inspiration, French Tip Twist, Green Peacock Nails

Middle row: Snowflake Nails, Some of my nail collection, Silver Crackle on Red Nail Polish

Bottom row: French Tip Nails with design, Beige Color with Gold Glitter, Yankees Inspiration

As you can tell I did these all myself. I did most of these for an event I was going to or because I just love the design. Example: The Yankees nails came up because I was going to a Yankee game. The snowflake nails came up because I wanted it to snow already, and so on.

I hate an obsession with doing my nails. I do a crappy job but it's just something that I like to do and I literally do them every 2 days. I am a loser -__- lol.

My Make Up! (and other great things!)

This is not all of my make up. I bought most of this with my money. These are just a few of my favorites right now:

Here is a lot of my stuff just scattered, I literally dropped them out of my make up bag and my train case.

My Tokidoki brushes! 

My sister got these for me for Christmas and I love them! They are so soft and soooo adorable! I would defiantly recommend these to people a bit pricey but with it. This set can be found at Sephora starting at $34.

Currently my favorite lashes!

My friend gave them to me for Christmas. I have not yet tried them, I will this weekend. I love lashes and these are beautiful, not sure how much they were but you can find these at Sephora as well.

Here are my mascaras:

Smallest to largest:

Sephora, Sephora, Urban Decay, The Falsies Volum' Express Hydrofuge in Very Black (Waterproof), The Falsies Volum' Express Flared in Blackest Black (Waterproof), The Falsies Volum' Express Black Drama in Black Drama (Waterproof), Maybelline: Lash Stiletto in Very Black.

Overall these are not too bad. The three smaller ones came with other pallets and make up stuff that I have which explains the size. They are good mascaras. I continuously use the purple ones. I love them and they work well for me. The reason I get the waterproof ones is because the hold last longer. The Stiletto mascara is new, I just got it. I hope it works well!

Eye Linerrrr!!!

Bottom to top:

Maybelline: Line Stiletto in Brownish Black, Maybelline: Line Stiletto in Blackest Black, Urban Decay: 24/7 Waterproof Liquid Eyeliner in Perversion, Palladio in Charcoal, Maybelline: Expert Wear in Velvet Black, Urban Decay: 24/7 Waterproof Glide-On Pencils in Eldorado, Sephora(Color unknown but I am guessing Black),  Sephora(Color unknown but I am guessing Brown), L.A. Girl: Endless in Electric Green, L.A Colors: Glitter Liner in Copperfield, L.A Colors: Glitter Liner in Night Dust, L.A Colors: Glitter Liner in Lime Light.

Gel Liners include:

E.l.f: Cream Liner in Plum Purple, E.l.f: Cream Liner in Midnight, Maybelline: Eyestudio in Blackest Black.

Huge fan of eye liner. I cannot go a day without it. These are all my favorites. I mix them up depending on the look I am going for. 

Palettes:

Right to Left:

Urban Decay: Book of Shadows IV, Urban Decay: Roller Girl Palette, BH Cosmetics: 88 Color Palette(Standard Matte Eyeshadow)

Love all of these! These are my larger palettes, I have more smaller ones but I mix the colors when I create a look.

Move in day: Back to college!

Well I moved back into the dorms for the second semester! I am soo excited! I hope this semester goes great. I need to keep up my grades and still have funn! Anyways... Moving in was a lot! I had a lot of stuff to bring back and little room to put everything, but hey, that's college dorming for you!

This is what my room aka my corner looks like! hahaa. It's okay I can manage to keep my things there!

Coupons?!?!?!

Today my sister and I went to target. We went hoping to use some of our coupons. Mind you we have been collecting these coupons for about 2 and a half weeks. So we went to see how things would go down. I bought a lot of stuff I need to return back to college on Monday. My total was $89.53. Yikes! I pulled out my coupons and my total turned out to be $69.99 with tax.

My total savings on this trip: $19.54!

Not bad for a first time couponer!

Hahaha look at my coupons!

Now look at my coupons in action. Just a few things I purchased.

Hit With Amazement.

I was working today minding my business. One of my co-workers went to buy the newspaper and I reached out to read it. As soon as I open it I was struck with this....

I was AMAZED. I do not know anyone with cancer but I support to find a cure for it. Seeing this made me think about the happiness that this one doll would bring to people and it made me feel warm inside. Change is happening and it is happening now. :)

Depressed!

I don't know what I want right now in life. I know some things but right now I want to lose weight. I want to see over night results but that won't happen. I need to begin if I wanna look good this summer. "Be the change you want to see" I guess. Right?

Natural Juices.

For the past 2 days I've been drinking natural juices, "juicing" but I don't know, I don't feel too different. Maybe it's because my mother has always given us juices like that. I'll provide a picture tomorrow!

New Year: New Beginnings!

HAPPY 2012!

This year is going to be a great year. Created this blog for myself mostly, just to keep track of what I'm doing and where I'm going. We'll see where it takes us!